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Its been the same these few days. felt so presurrised evrytime , at work..
the other day i screamed at one of them.. it was totalli unacceptable treatin me like dat wen de work can be done later..ppFFtt..nvm.. so disturbing wen u see all 10 eyes staring at u wen u work.. very uncomfortable.. i almoz had a a double check in jus now.. dat was de most 2 scariest mins of my life.. went strgt up to de gst room to check..
Me:hello sir!
Gst:Yeah?
Me: IS evrythg alright there, the room's fine?
Gst:yeah, all good!
Me:(take a peek in the room, no other gst) PHew!
Me: nahs,, jus wana check dat evrythgs fine, enjoy ur stay sir!

OOuh my goodness..wen i reach the lobby.. all eyes was on me..dammt..im gonnna get it again.. sharks.. i smiled like nutink happen... well at least im not like those who had triple check ins.haha..at times i feel like breakin down wen its too much to handle but sumhow i was able to compose myself to control my emotion n jus smile my way thru.. evryone taught dat i wasnt serious in work..i do n i realli love n take pride watever i did but i cant stand the way how they train the trainees..its so unprofessional... how can sumone learn sumtink within a day? dats total bullshit! ppl dun learn how to swim in juz one day right.. and this applies evrywhere n evrythg we do.. u need practice n lots of it toin order to be good at it... of cuz u can yaya papaya bcuz u got bllody experience compare to sumone whose only 2 weeks of training.. u cant compared dat man.. stoopid...i hope all these ppl will understand my situation but i dun tink dey will cuz evryone busy minding deir own business..at least my supervisor was nice enuf to asked me n she sumhow undrstand wat im goin thru.. well i need time ppl to adapt to tis surrounding.. jus gimme a few days or a week im sure im alright.. at tis point of time..i realli missed working at orchid club... the ppl and evrythg, i appreciate alot..

Written by Faeza at 10:02 AM

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wahhwah.. its been awhile ehh sinz i updated my profile..
well nutink much have changed...
WORK..its becoming from bad to worse..aiiyeer...
i dunnoe wats wrong with me im super forgetful and careless as what most have commented... double slap!!
u cant imagine how awful when ppl make such comments to u like dat..
I hate to blame others eventhough i feel that they make me to feel that way at times.How not! for everyone has their own way of doin things..y cant they have a standard procedure..doesn dat makes things alot more easier for evryone?? that will be another long winded story. Im tryna my best evryday to improve myself, but each time i tried..de more mistake i make.
i have managed to overcome my fear of making reservations, yes it sound simple but let me tell ya if u quote the wrong rate u r DEAD...
Well whatever it is i tink is all about myself.. i should have did my homework,read thru on my txtbks n do my own research then rather be spoonfed n dats wat exactly wat i did a few hours ago n im proud of myself dat i must say=))(pat on my shoulder)hehe..
tomoro ill prove to them wrong! hmpphh..haha..insyallah..
Someone make me mad n i blew my top off at him infront of public.. i felt relieved n at the same time sinful..haah..i hope he forgive me..didnt meant to..evryone has a certain limit to their patience n dat was reali too much juz now..
i dun wanna be dat sumone who keep their feelings for a long time den blew up in one shot...its better to let go at that time itself.
See its not been a good week for me, nevertheless ill oways look at the bright side.. no one has de right control or make my life miserable.i will never let that affect me!(i try!)
evrythg dat happen is a lesson for me how to handle ppl around me...
im still consider to watch Rihanna concert or not..its 95 buck n im tight in cash.hmm..
oouh well watch Ekamatra last few days with Nora Bebeh!hah..
ill give the show 4/5 ..ooolalal.. it was kick ass.. hmm im loving theatre kinda show nowadays.. hehe.. looking forward to see more of it...i will update the picars from my short affair with nora once she send me de picars!..
ahhhh..it jus feels better now after pouring out evrythg..
now den i can sleep in peace..
LOve, Faeza.

Written by Faeza at 12:12 PM

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Today was my off day. stayed at home the whole day.. did sum workout..clean here and there and cam whoring ..heez..
not in the mood to go out , its raining..i juz wanna cuddle up in my bed..=))
went to nyai plc. There were sum issues goin n evryone is worry about it.i try to help wherever i can. i hope it didnt happen.what i can do is to pray to Him that all will be alright..Insyallah..

Written by Faeza at 8:12 AM

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i didnt noe dat happiness only last short for me ..
i wa in high spirit in the morning at work during briefing, evry1 was joking n disturbing each other..the kinda of stuff what we did before work..its a way to start the day...=))
wen i got up there, He was making a stern face right in my face n said something.. I taught he was joking but noo... I did a veri costly mistake for sum of the in-house gst. Dammmittt...
My bluhdy carelesss mistake that i ddnt check properly. ;(((( i cant bring myself to face the gst n settle de big dispute wen they checked out later. I swear i was never dat freaked out of my life b4.
After sum time, he told me not to worry anythg n juz concentrate on the breakfast buffet. He will settled it. Ouuh my gawd.. i felt relieved and at the same time kinda guilty cuz bcuz of me, sumone gotta be responsible for my actions n i feel that im an irresponsible brat..
he said if i was a full time start i would surely have died n face de death sentence..lol.Phew!!
Thank U soo much for helping me again.. I promise it wont be repeated again...
u noe sometimes i feel that when you are having too much fun, theres olways a bad side uve gtta face later..surely got sum glitches n all.
i realised it happen to me now and then well its normal i gues ehks?lol
On de nite of raya, i was admitted to hospital but jus outpatient onli due to cramps and unbearable diarohea.. ive already taken my medication n now de pain is coming back.. it feels uncomfortable like as if something sharp poking ur stomach.
i might wanna go to doc on of these days to check again..
btw tis is how the Loseyn Mujarab looks like..heez
LOVE..faeza

Written by Faeza at 10:32 AM

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I feel yeayeness today!!
ive been tryna to figure out about the bookings and all, i mean some of my supervisor had taught me but i juz cant seem to absorb it..AM i slow or isit them who didnt taught me properly ..i dunnoe, dun wan point fingers. But jus now my manager from Orchid Club was nice enough to teach me patiently till understood.N right after came a call from a guest who wana to make a booking..wat a coincidence..HaHa. Thank u so much Irin, its been gr8 help n i realli owe u one.=)) u one of the moz caring, humble managers that ive worked with. Im much more confident now to do my check ins n bookings! heez. see tis the reason why i Lorve Orchid Club. Moz of the staff i must say are realli nice ppl, they are oways there to help me wen i need one or voluntarily lend a helping help w/o asking. these are the kind of colleagues dat evry workplc shud have.Teamwork! But it doesnt apply to all at sum departments unfortunately..haiz..sighh..tomoro ill make sure that i learnt more stuff before i went down again on the 21st.
ive been missing Dat Sumone lately, so much dat i even dreamnt about him tis aftrnun in my sleep.arhh its juz a norm feeling isnt it to miss sumone who used to have a special plc in ur heart.
well dat feeling comes n go so yeah..its normal.period.
maybe i should start being independent from now, learnt how to cook and manage my things wo ppl having to tell me all the time.im such a mess.haha.. waiit..its not dat i wanna run away from home or wadsoeva k.. im blessed to have a wonderful parent n bro who never fails to love me to shower me wif their unconditional lov<<3
as im writing tis blog mummy actualli frying mee goreng specially for me knowing i have not eaten for my dinner...hehe.. Yummy yum yum!!
yeah i jus hope dat i woudnt have to depend on them dat often.
I've oways wanna give them a good life to them later wen im older wen i got stable job , jus exactly how they have to me all these years...Insyallah.
Btw ive got good new for all those Buncit Ladies out there or Bloated Tummy Ladiess..hehehe..
not sure if u guys heard of tis product is called "Losyen Mujarab". Its tis cream which u apply on ur tummy to release the air or buang angin hence will make ur tummy slimmer. But i muz remind u ppl for those whose virgin wif tis product dat it may get realli hot for first time appliers .it feels like like rubbing chillis on ur tummy.yes..beauty is pain mah.. dat pain u feel is actuali dats wen it burn ur fats..after a few application it wont feel as hot..there are different types.the one dat i mention is the ginger one..if u dun wanna de hot one u can try the lime type. my whole family been using it n it works. U can get it a those tradional jamu store.. after applying its best that u do sum sit up to make ur tummy firmer.. Apply often n sum exercise n u will see results in two weeks!the bottle cost between $8-15 dollars.i shall post the pic of how the Lotion looks like tomoro k..=))
Love..Faeza.

Written by Faeza at 5:44 AM

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thanks for hearing my prob darl, its like taking a load off my chest!
i feel so much betta now...=))
Life is full of obstacles, but with determination and perseverance anyone will able to overcome it.
cheers!
Love..Faeza

Written by Faeza at 6:51 AM

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S.D.N B.H.D :

I DUN MIND PRESSURE N I MUZ SAY I LOVE PRESSURE CUZ IT GIVES ME AN ADRENALINE RUSH N DAT I HAVE TO FINISH UP AD HOC WORK AT A SPECIFIC TIME GIVEN. BUT I DO HOPE WE WORK AS A TEAM AND NOT PUSH ALL THE WORK TO ME JUZ BCUZ YOU WANNA GO BACK EARLY.YES IM DOING YOU A FAVOUR BUT THATS TAKING ADVANTAGE N SERIOUSLY IM NOT TOO HAPPY ABOUT IT,OK? I WONT COMPLAIN OR GRUMBLE BCUZ I NOE IM NEW N IF U THINK I NOE EVRYTHG THINK AGAIN.I NOE NUTS OKAY, ITS JUZ ONLI YSTRDAY THAT I DO GET THE HANDS ON OF THINGS AROUND AND THERE IS STILL ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT.TRUST ME WHEN I CAN HANDLE IT , I WONT ASK ANYMORE FROM YOU K?=)
YES IM KEEPING MUM BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IM ACTIN DUMB.IM NOT THOSE SORT WHOSE JUZ GONNA SNAP N BE MAD. ILL PEN MY THOUGHTS AND ANALYSE N I SHALL SUM IT UP JUZ FOR YOU N TELL YOU IN HOW SHOULD I SAY A VERY POLITE WAY.YES. YOU HEARD IT RIGHT. WE R ADULT SO WE TALK LIKE AN ADULT K?=)))
lOVE.. FAEZA

Written by Faeza at 10:40 AM

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I had a blast on the first day! :

Today was the first day for me at the reception.u see i got tis mix feelings while on the way to work..like is evry1 gona be nice, am i gonna survive..tried to remain calm n positive. wen i reach it was a lil chaotic. as soon i appear at the front desk..guest starts pouring over at the counter asking me qns n some wants check-ins n checkk out..n i stood dere..with tis Blur Sotong Face n smile mcm kerang busuk.hehe.. i went to the back ofice n take a deep breathe n walk back n forth to calm my nerve. Oouh my..i didnt expect it was totali different from wat i expected but i was ready for the challenge. Thank god my supervisor was nice enuf to explain n brief me around.thanks Abby!
After few hours more gst started to come for check-ins n after awhile i start to get the hang of it n at the veri bz moment of time..all of a sudden i felt so encouraged n motivated at a point of time..its like ive oways dreamnt to be at the veri spot where i am serving gst n atteding thir request, tryna help them in any possible ways i can. Ive oways wanna do tis and its like im reliving my dream n damn it feels soo good i tell U!=))))..de late choice dat ive made n de effort of goin to school paid off.. i wasnt proud cuz it may not be the best paying job of all but doing sumtink u do best n lorve is the greatest satisfaction dat anyone can eva felt .. its priceless.. i jus felt it n i hope dat evryone will experience dat too..Of cuz i dun wanna stick at the front desk 4eva..i have other future plans which i shall not reveal now..
These past few weeks have been a positive week for me n i would like to thank Him for it. Alhamdulilah.=))
I felt grateful in a way dat i wasnt like wat i used to be..wat it is,its for me to keep..hheezz..
For now i jus wanna enjoyed life like there is no tomoro, always be surrounded with my loved ones cuz dey are de one dat get to where i am now..
i appreaciate it alott yahh..
Theres a quote which ive olways hold on to whenever i did sumtink good, here it is..
"always be humble wen u reach success, neva forget where you came"
Love, Faeza...

Written by Faeza at 9:56 AM

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slacking at home playing polyvore. . =) :

still at home..jus came back from gramps plc n slack around..help her to do sum housework den head home to clean my house before relative come tomoro.. well hes de picars dat ive promised.. enjoy!!These were pics of both my mom n dad side..=). .
Love,Faeza..

Written by Faeza at 12:37 AM

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On MC. . :

Im supposed to work today at the reception as wat i mentioned earlier in my but gotta take MC cuz of my diarohea.=( It started sinz mornin..each time i ate i'll surely go to the loo..juz imagine how effin irritatin it is ... wen i reach home around 12.. i ate the charcoal pill n apply sum oilment on my tummy but the pain still dun go away.. at 3am the pain was unbearable n i jus screamed at the top of my lungs dat it woke my mom up..(sorrie mummy.) ive neva experienced dat kind of pain before.onli god noes. Mom demand me to go to hospital as she was worried sick.Went there with dad's sending me by his bike. Upon reachin i gotta wait another HOUR for my turn..urgghhhhhhh.. cannot tahan still have to waitt?? watttt the tuut.. dad was nice enuf to comfort me n it feel much betta. The doc gave me sum drip n put me to sleep for few hours n de pain subside.. Phew!.. n i got 2 days MC ..yeah!was restin de whole day at grampls plc juz now. heez..goona use tis 2 days n take ample time of rez before i head work tis sat!
Thank U Mommy n Daddy for being there wen im in pain. U guys r simply de best parent any children can i ask for.hehe..kalo aku tak puji saper nak puji? kan kan kan...hehe..LOve U Both!!muackiies!! N i heard sum stoopid driver hit n run my bro.. dammitt..he got sum bruises on his leg n arm.. To the irresponsible driver, screw u .. arseholess..hope u r oulrite bro.. rite.. im gona rez for now..jus waitin for kuzin to upload de raya pics at her multiply before i upload it here..ciaoss ppl.. hope u guys enjoy ur raya. .
Love, Faeza. .

Written by Faeza at 7:32 AM

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Celebration!! :

Today is the festive day for all muslims n boyy i've oways waited for tis veri day cuz dats wen i get to salvage on my gdmas mouth watering food!!..its delicious yet sinful cuz its so fattening n ill have to hit the tracks soon to get back on shape.. goin to relatives plc dat i visit onli once a yr, grapevine n keeping updates with all. Tis is de only time i felt my whole family realli get together n having a ball of time! Due to eating all sorts of food ystrday nite( bandung-wadeh-ayam percik-kathirah) i was down with diarohea tis morning! urgghhhh.. i went strght to the loo after each meal which is kinda issitating.. was kinda phobia to eat after dat..haaha..went back early cuz mommy gotta work early morning tomorow..i wished we could have stayed longer with them to jln2..whatever it is i enjoyed myself veri much goin jln2 with both my mom n dad side family...=) will upload de picars one of these days..off to bed early ..so darn tired and full.. and cant wait to start working at reception tomorow! yipeeeee!!!
Love, Faeza. ..

Written by Faeza at 7:46 AM

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